{That's Ella after she took a bite of my salad. It had ranch dressing on it.
I gave her benadryl before this picture was taken. The hives &
swelling went away fast, but I felt terrible for quite a while!}
Today, as I prepared to leave Ella in the very capable and well trusted hands of a friend (I had to volunteer in my 5 year old daughter's kindergarten class) I realized how much it terrifies me to leave her. I packed her diaper bag with snacks, diapers, wipes, benadryl, epi-pen. How I wish it were different for her. How I wish I could give her a cookie, or let her have a cupcake at a birthday party. How I wish there was more I could do**... But, that just isn't the hand we were dealt. So I gave the full run down on using the epinephrine auto-injector, said a little prayer and walked my 5 year old to school. Everything was fine. Actually, it was perfect and she had a fantastic time, but none the less it was scary not to have control over her environment.
When I start to think about what things will be like down the road, when Ella is in kindergarten, the world becomes a scary place. I think about the little girl from our home town that passed away after having multiple epinephrine injections because she bit into a rice crispy treat with peanut butter in it. I think about how much parents will be annoyed that cookies and cupcakes can't be served in her class because school policy states that if a child has a food allergy that food is banned from the classroom. I think, what if she forgets, or what if she doesn't know? I think, what if I make another mistake? (It's happened!)
What I do know is that I can't control the future. I can't make eggs disappear. I can't protect her from every little thing. I guess, we all feel that way...
**Did you know?
The School Access to Emergency Epinephrine Act is now a federal law! What it means:*The law will encourage – but not require – states to implement policies allowing schools to stock undesignated epinephrine auto-injectors for use in emergencies. States who develop such policies that allow self-administration of asthma and anaphylaxis medication will be given additional preference for grants.
*Undesignated epinephrine in schools has saved lives. Up to 25% of the serious allergic reactions that have occurred on school grounds are in patients who are experiencing their first reaction, and thus do not have the life-saving medication needed to stop the reaction.
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